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The memoir centers on his relationship with Andi Parhamovich, an Air America spokeswoman whom he met shortly before going abroad. For the first year, it was a long-distance relationship. But in the fall of 2006, she got a job with a non-governmental organization that allowed her to follow him to Baghdad.

She was killed when her convoy was ambushed in January 2007.

"It's a horrible situation, mind-numbingly horrible," Hastings wrote. "But you try to do what you can."

Michael Hastings' publicity photo shows him as a battle-hardened war correspondent.
Michael Hastings' publicity photo shows him as a battle-hardened war correspondent.
Hastings recently had lost weight and went clean-shaven. In March, he donned a hoodie for an appearance on Current TV.
Hastings recently had lost weight and went clean-shaven. In March, he donned a hoodie for an appearance on Current TV.

What he could do was write. He returned home to Vermont and wrote the first draft of his memoir in three weeks. It was his way of processing the trauma. "It was either write or die for me," he wrote.

In April, he returned to Baghdad — and had to confront his reasons for doing so.

"Was part of me looking to get killed, too?"

In recent years, psychiatrists have begun to examine the emotional toll of reporting on war, recasting its romantic aura with terms like "anxiety disorders" and "post-traumatic stress."

In 2002, Canadian psychiatrist Dr. Anthony Feinstein surveyed war correspondents and found that 29 percent developed PTSD after exposure to combat — similar to rates among service members. Another 21 percent suffered from depression, and 14 percent reported substance abuse.

"Lots of journalists are affected, both from being bystanders to grief and from being in harm's way," says Dr. Elana Newman, a psychologist at the University of Tulsa, who has studied the subject. "And the more you see, the worse it is."

War journalists have begun to try to raise awareness by speaking out about their own mental health. Perhaps the most high-profile example is Michael Ware, a CNN and Time correspondent who spent six straight years in Baghdad.

Ware, who was nearly killed several times over, has been open about his own addiction to combat. In his time in Iraq, he was shot at, kidnapped three times and twice nearly executed.

"I've been through the wringer," he says by Skype from his home in Australia. Now retired from combat coverage, he says it took years to get over his experience.

"I had a very dark few years coming out of Iraq," he says. For a while, he was suicidal. "I know what it's like to battle these things on your own. I went very close to topping myself."

Phillip Robertson, a freelance correspondent who covered the war for Salon.com, also has spoken about the psychological toll.

"Repeated exposure to combat has the weird side effect of taking any fissure in your mind already and widening it," Robertson says, speaking via Skype from the Syrian border. "You subject yourself to things that are not right. There is no mechanism to support people who do the work we do. ... War draws fucked-up people to it, and it doesn't make them get better."

Hastings never identified himself in his writing as someone suffering from PTSD. The closest he came to such an admission was in May, when he retweeted an article about using pot to treat PTSD. In fact, according to the coroner's report, that is exactly what he was doing.

Still, PTSD was not something he discussed even with his close friends. Matt Farwell, a freelance writer and Army veteran, worked with Hastings on two stories for Rolling Stone. The second involved a CIA station chief with PTSD, but even then Hastings did not open up on the subject, Farwell says.

The death of Hastings' fiancée clearly had a traumatic effect on him. When asked a few years later on C-SPAN what it was like writing the memoir, he answered, "I wrote it in — I was so screwed up when I wrote that book."

About six months after his fiancée was killed, Hastings was assigned to cover the 2008 presidential election. Peter Goldman, the senior Newsweek editor heading up the project, wrote in a tribute about meeting his eyes for the first time.

"They were gray and red-rimmed; they were wary, they were intense, they were haunted, they were ineffably sad even when he laughed," Goldman wrote.

In 2009, Hastings attended the Norman Mailer Writers Colony, where he hung out with David J. Morris. A former Marine and a war journalist himself, Morris would later write that Hastings "exuded the sort of undiluted hypervigilance that I have always associated with people who have untreated PTSD." (Morris, who is now at work on a book about PTSD, said recently that Hastings may only have been nervous.)

"Whatever was going on with Hastings," says Dr. Ginger Rhodes, a psychologist in San Francisco who works with trauma survivors, "it would be unusual if he wasn't psychologically impacted by his repeated experiences of covering these events."

Michael Ware did not know Hastings in Baghdad but argues the effects of covering a war should not be underestimated.

"There's gonna be no one answer (to his death), but it would have to have been a massive contributing factor," Ware says. "That could have been me in that car crash at another part of my life."

The car Hastings was driving the night he was killed, a Mercedes-Benz C250, retails for $37,800 — not the kind of car the average journalist would own. But Hastings was not the average journalist. After his initial stint in Iraq, he catapulted to success, which often put him on the receiving end of nasty barbs from green-eyed colleagues.

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aaronbcole
aaronbcole

As soon as I heard about his death, it sounded like murder, don't know if it was but it was the first thing that came to my head...

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

any more conspiracies - whats real whats not - do you trust stalin ?

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

Eric withholder destroys millions of pages of documents Fast Furious, IRS, NSA, TSA, HHC, EPA

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

axelhole paid over 2 billion dollars by U.S. government

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

IRS officials meet Obama over 1500 times in private to orchestrate irs gestapo

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

Obama uses century old social security number of dead frenchman

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

Valerie jarret ,Iranian citizen, meets weekly with Ayatollah Khamenie

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

arkansas clinton election chief murdered by obama davis thugs

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

 trinity church sodomists with info on davis obamas beard, and anus all popped with no racial outcry

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

seal team 6 put into 45 year old Chinook with 7 afghan terrorists

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

head of military codebreaking mysteriously killed in NJ and thrown in dump

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

breitbart poisoned by ayers and dornen before he could spill his scoop

qweenobamadavis
qweenobamadavis

hilarious - another enabler meets the jarret "solution"

mesoanarchy
mesoanarchy

Wait a minute... so, one paragraph after feeling compelled to comment on this article and wondering who the mainstream gatekeeper responsible for this article is, three graphs later it turns out that Greg Maddaus, THE AUTHOR OF THE ARTICLE, is the gatekeeper? 

Dude, how much did you get paid to write this post-mortem Michael Hastings hit piece? Have you NO shame?! 

What is so odd about writers like  Maddaus and his myriad mainstream AND so-called independent writer cronies is that they ALWAYS utterly fail to properly contextualize the subject matter about which they write. Any clown knows a Mercedes-Benz doesn't blow up upon contact with a tree and throw major engine parts (the entire engine?) 50-100 yards away from the impact point. Any writer with a search engine at his/her disposal KNOWS our government has engaged in assassinations for CENTURIES (remember the blankets imbued with smallpox handed to Native Americans as gestures of "good will" when signing "peace" agreements?!).

Viewed anywhere close to its proper context, it's baldly obvious that Michael Hastings' death was/is a homicide. Hastings' "haunted" and "Dangerous Mind" (I love it when LA writers slip in those cinema references hoping to hypnotize the local populace into suspending their collective belief systems and conscious worldviews) was the result of signs purposely left expressly for him - the kind that tell a person that "they" can infiltrate your privacy at will; the Mafia does the same with people who think they're protected when a Mafia member is hired out to cut right through a person's security and literally touch the person they want to either scare, letting the subject know in no uncertain terms that they are NEVER safe (from where do you think our intel agencies borrow some of their tactics?!).

Perceived soberly, Michael Hastings was offed - period. It's just too bad the promise of money, notoriety, and a pair of heavy-duty kneepads made for something other than genuflecting at the feet of the powerful in whose "national interests" our intelligence agencies act, is so tempting that media types will forsake the ability to be able to look themselves in the mirror - just to be a feted lapdog in close proximity to their corporate masters.

And with that, I answered my own question ---- of course Greg Maddaus, you have no shame.

mesoanarchy
mesoanarchy

"Amateur forensic examinations have proliferated online. A common refrain is, "A car just doesn't blow up like that.""

"Amateur forensic examinations..." The reps from Mercedes uttered that "common refrain!" 

With errors in fact like the above and those elucidated below, the only question is, who is this responsible for the Michael Hastings as paranoid, oddball man/journalist tenor of this article???

marty
marty

Hastings had no "dangerous mind." He had a beautiful and wild mind-- a mind that saw the big picture and then he had the heart to lay his life on the line to get the truth out. The LA weekly knows this. Maddeus knows this. But, this is the same publication that refused to cover the suspicious death of LAPD whistleblower, Jacqueline Montalvo. Had they-- Hastings would likely be alive today. Shame on you, Maddeus.

dolleypmadison-polit
dolleypmadison-polit

Why not at least consider the possibility that Michael's e-mail might be the truth?  He said that he was going under the radar for a few days. 

Timeline. Remember, he asked the police to inspect his car because he believed it had been tampered with.  Has Gene Maddeus from this paper thought to obtain that police report? What did it say? 

Next. 1.His brother comes into town to get him into rehab--could that have been the "cover story?"  2. He sends out his final email the afternoon before his death cautioning friends that they may be contacted by the FBI and to seek legal advice. 3. He contacts Jennifer Robinson at Wikileaks at 11:30 p.m. 4. A couple hours before his death, he tells his neighbor he's afraid to drive his car and requests to borrow hers. Request was denied.  5. He takes off in a rush.  a.  " to go under the radar"  b. Was he upset with his brother at the thought of rehab? c. Is he upset for some other reason? Where is his wife? d. He was poor tortured soul who had witnessed many horrible things and truths and couldn't handle them anymore and drove uncontrollably into a palm tree.  6. At 4:30 a.m. his car is a ball of fire upon impact or just prior to impact and his engine & transmission minus the oil pan fly out 150 feet.

Don't we all wish the police would look at this from Michael's perspective and show us why he was wrong?

  I am a reporter in Texas and contacted LAPDs PR office today. The two people with whom I spoke were completely unfamiliar with the Michael Hastings case.  I had to verify that I had called the Los Angeles Police department. She didn't know Michael Hastings from Adam. The second woman was not much better. "Los Angeles is a big city and there's a lot of stuff going on here." The second woman gave me the name of the Detective Connie White. Her contact  number is 213 473-0234 and the email address is pio@lapd.lacity.org. 

I suggest if we are going to find the truth, we all get busy and come up with questions to ask the good detective. Let's exercise our right to petition our government for grievances and our first amendment! We must hold all of these people, including this so called journalist accountable.

hiawatha
hiawatha

If Hastings had written a piece that brought down a mob boss in the same manner he did McChrystal, the implicit shared cultural understanding would be that assassination was a reasonable consideration. Instead, an increasingly naive and tenuous faith in the basic decency of our government leads writers like this one to bends over backward, crafting silly stories like this one. Sure - it's totally conceivable this was an accident induced by emotional dis-ease or exhaustion. But it's hardly an open and shut case. So long as one is willing to consider that there are covert intelligence organizations of questionable moral integrity operating within the US and not entirely straightforward about their activities, it seems equally reasonable to question if Hastings was killed because something in the Snowden revelations put said organizations into panic mode. Only one thing is clear, the CIA's now-very-old (and well documented) program to popularize the "conspiracy theorist" smear in the aftermath of the Warren Commission has become a successful american institution in its own right. 

bryancwatkins
bryancwatkins

This is some of the worst, most irresponsible propaganda laden journalism I've ever read. Random people's opinion's are quoted and then given weight? This article is disrespectful to Michael Hastings, to journalism, and to anybody who has the displeasure of reading it. By the way, telling move changing the title from "A Dangerous Man" to "Michael Hastings' Dangerous Mind." Gene, go back to the CIA. Your journalism card has been revoked.


dingbat36
dingbat36

The Government wouldn't do what?   A government which would use Fast & Furious as a red herring to get gun control by blaming the guns in Mexican drug cartel hands on sales by American citizens............a government that would stand idly by while our Ambassador to Libya, an aide and 2 Navy Seals were murdered..............you mean that government wouldn't (or couldn't) arrange an "accident" for a pesky reporter?  Surely someone is being disingenuous here! As Judge Judy used to say, don't pee on my leg and tell me it's raining.

KotOti
KotOti

You are missing the point, w/this wordy, lengthy, abusive take you could not come to term that  several people were wasted between 2007-2013, for what appear to be politically motivated  targeted eliminations. I cannot do for you the homework, link or tie a common thread, but 3 happened in L.A while you were writing long takes that go no-where. A great investigative reporter would have been able to find a link, II am not one of them but I will give you several clues, and I am not sure how they are related at the moment, I know they were never solved:


1.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/E_Lynn_Harris, L.A peninsula Hotel, at 53, he was gone in his room, 2009. LAPD has been on siesta ever since.

I bet that when the Obituary appearedin  the L.a Times the editors could not be bothered, asking questions, who he was, his circle of firends, what did he know, could it be a targeted and focused job?

I am not a journalism professor but I know a smelly fish when i see one: If you examine this URL and assigned several interns to read the books this prolific author wrote, perhaps they could write a report, explaining why somebody would have preferred this man-dead!

http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss_1?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=e%20lynn%20harris&sprefix=e+lyn%2Caps&rh=i%3Aaps%2Ck%3Ae%20lynn%20harris

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/E_Lynn_Harris

 2. Go down this tab, you ll find several cases of Gay men who were eliminated: http://hillbuzz.org/is-barack-obama-gay


When you are done, keep in mind that the list goes to somewhere near 10 dead bodies.

I am not sure howth is fellow had something to do with it, but the clue could be with  Brenan/CIA, not the burned general.

 At one point, you cannot hide behind your computer screen and do some real work other than just puff pieces. There is so much the public can do to help you !



obiwon77
obiwon77

What about the engine trajectory? That is the Building Seven in this case.

Rimmy
Rimmy

"It would not be wise to go expose yourself to combat and then smoke a ton of extremely potent pot," Robertson says. "Certain things are not good to do."

A lot of US spec ops did that in Nam, as well as the RLI in Africa, and many other combat troops in today's war zones.... so what's the point exactly with that statement?

People have been killed by governments including ours. ELF members were bombed by the FBI, agents poisoned and so forth.

jnevolves
jnevolves

Smear propaganda.  This author should quit his job at LA Weekly and start working for the Ministry of Truth....he's that good. Someone send this man a bottle of gin.

anonololz
anonololz

The comments section is the best part of this article. ^_^

americawakeupnow
americawakeupnow

This is what America has become. Freedom of the press does no longer exist! If you're a journalist and happen onto something that "our" government doesn't want you to talk about, you end up like Mr. Hastings!!!

essiepeaches
essiepeaches

I believe the government had some of his neighbors watching him and that includes Jordanna Thigpen because I believe she was pretending to be his friend but was not really his friend at all.  He was young and handsome and targeted.  The way that car exploded, it seemed like something was prompting a fierce blaze.  So handsome and young and it's really sad.

essiepeaches
essiepeaches

They try to make it sound like he was crazy or on drugs and not even his family believes him.  I do believe him, 100%.  I believe he was targeted by a black ops government agency and terminated for fear of his going to the public with more information that could identify more government black ops into violating the privacy rights of every American citizen.  The truth will come out ... I'm sure.

humbertos1871
humbertos1871

 wauuu all of this biographie they never mention his wife was very deep in the government everybody knows this guy was kill by the cia they put a bomb c4 under the seat or possible by remote control by apps his friend sergeant briggs has been saying they threatened the wife to keep her mouth shut

marty
marty

@dingbat36 You are no dingbat. But, Maddeus is. He even knows about the massive coverups by prosecutors and the LAPD and how his paper has chickened out when it comes to reporting on this. It is just as likely that Hastings was murdered by the federal prosecutor in L.A, Daniel Saunders-- The story on Mcteirnan for buzzfeed was explosive. This is the same paper that refused to report on the railroading of Coyote Shivers at the behest of Paulley Perrette. Pathetic, Maddeus.

marty
marty

@KotOti Please add heroic LAPD officer, Jaqueline Montalvo, to the list.

marty
marty

@americawakeupnow This paper, the LA weekly, did not cover the murder of LAPD officer, Jaqueline Montalvo. Tragic state of affairs when the press is beholden to special interests.

j.a.g51
j.a.g51

@americawakeupnow   In one way, the Press does have freedom...The freedom to say what the government tells it to do or the freedom to lie like a Mother-"F" to try to make themselves sound credible...

If they would read and report the news properly, instead of leading with false information, as in the coroner's report (request your own copy) in no way stated that Hastings was drugged up...in fact it states that in no way did drugs have anything to do with his accident.

Reporters seem to sensationalize stories to get the masses to read their rag...and yet do the poorest job in get it straight.

marty
marty

@essiepeaches He died at the same age Jesus Did. There really are parallels. This man was a martyr for the Coyote Shivers's, Brandon Raub's, and Melissa Balin's of the world.

essiepeaches
essiepeaches

@humbertos1871

It does seem like that was an unusually intense flame, it seemed like a huge explosion.  It's possible it could have been a C4 explosion.  It's terribly sad.  If he did not have the right to investigate, do we really have any rights?  It's just like when they tried to keep everyone quiet about the murder of JFK.  JFK was guarded by a government agency and they lost his decapitated head.  No, they didn't lose it, they gave it to someone as a trophy.  Still have not found his head to this day.  God help us all.

americawakeupnow
americawakeupnow

@j.a.g51 @americawakeupnow I agree with your statement. I do also believe that many of these journalists fear for their safety and  livelihood, so they are not inclined to do the "hard hitting" reporting of the truth that they should be doing.

Babylon-Slim
Babylon-Slim

@essiepeaches @humbertos1871 -- It is his brain, not his head that is not buried with the body. JFK's brain was still undergoing tests at the time of burial. It was later returned to the Kennedy family who have chosen to not make it ( and many other items) available to every theorist with a YouTube account. The truth will indeed set you free. Every time.

americawakeupnow
americawakeupnow

@Yode @americawakeupnow @j.a.g51 It's scary and beyond Orwellian!!! This nation has a huge problem in that Americans tend to believe without question all of this misinformation!! It will be the undoing of this great nation!!!

americawakeupnow
americawakeupnow

@j.a.g51 @americawakeupnow I'm in total agreement with you. I believe that America is going by way of the East German Stasi State! I believe that freedom of the press is over and has been over for quite a while in the U.S.!!

j.a.g51
j.a.g51

@americawakeupnow ,  You what strikes me odd, on what you say about the Journalist being cautious is that there is an overwhelming correlation between the actions of the US Gov. and it's military to those of the 1930-1945 Germany...Even more so these days than ever...
As in Germany back in the day, the military was given a great power by it's Little Corporal, the SS Group achieved a more fearsome outlook and the Gestapo became the most feared agency by people around the world...

So America has it's in-house FBI, NSA and CIA and since the 9/11 the DHS and TSA have bee implemented and given massive autonomy in it's dealings with their own citizens, 99.999% of whom are innocent  civilians and they treat them all like Warring Enemies...

I feel that left unchecked, we may end up in a massively deadly conflict with our government..

But those are just my thoughts...

 
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