Despite lacking anything approaching a hit song, she's been catapulted into the spotlight and exposed to ridicule among bloggers almost entirely because of the N-word. (Our own Shea Serrano called her an "ignorant broad.") Her brazenness in this regard is nearly without precedent among white rappers. Though Eminem did use the word on a tape he recorded as a teenager, he has since renounced it. More recently, white Cleveland rapper Machine Gun Kelly — who also has a half-black child — told XXL he "wouldn't touch that shit. Not where I'm from."
The subject causes V-Nasty to grow defensive, and she insists that no one could mistake her for racist. After all, her kids' father, with whom she is no longer together, is black; her current boyfriend is, too. She also seeks to distinguish "nigga" — which she uses — from "nigger," which she doesn't. "Now if I hear somebody say it with an '-er,' I'm gonna speak up! I don't take that shit lightly. I wish somebody would come up and call my daughter or my son the N-word in that way."
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She also associates the word with working-class culture ("What, 'cause of my skin I can't be ghetto?") and feels unfairly singled out, considering that other nonblack rappers like Fat Joe, whose parents are of Puerto Rican and Cuban descent, use the epithet with immunity.
Nonetheless, she's decided to stop using it in her rhymes, she says, though she won't do so when talking with friends. "They're used to it, they don't give a fuck, you feel me? In Oakland it doesn't matter."
Indeed, both Kreayshawn and Stretch, who is black and also shares their hometown, have asserted that use of the N-word among other races in Oakland is not a big deal. At the end of the day it seems clear that the word is, somehow, a part of her identity.
V-Nasty still hasn't earned her GED but wants to go back to school. "I'm [more] retarded than a motherfucker," she says. But she's clearly not stupid, and in fact seems eager to break the cycle of poverty and violence she grew up with. She wants her 5-year-old daughter and 2-year-old son "to have whatever the fuck they want, learn, have a career," and hopes to move her mom out of Oakland.
Still, the city made her who she is, and she remains in many ways stubbornly loyal to it. "If you're not being yourself, who you gonna be?" she posits. "You can't be somebody else, can't act all the time. Nah, this is me."
But staying too true to herself might hinder her chance at fame. With Kreayshawn's major-label debut scheduled to arrive early next year, V-Nasty likely will be heavily scrutinized by the national press. If she's presentable, she may have an opportunity to recast her image and find a wider audience; then again, her passion, unrefined sensibilities, and refusal to become a chameleon are what endeared her to her fans in the first place.
She doesn't seem to worry too much about this artistic conflict, however, considering she's already more successful than she could have imagined.
"I never thought I was gonna have a good job. I thought I was gonna be broke all my life," she says with a delighted giggle.
Hers is a good story, and America loves a reformed sinner. But it's the unrepentant ones we remember best.